Expressions

Reflections

2006/5/18

The frog

@ 10:15 PM (42 months, 8 days ago)

 

In the last July the trees across the parapet of our balcony

Acted as canopies for hundreds of wet shivering birds

With hot springrolls we plonked into deep easy chairs

To watch waves after waves of silver rain

The night deepened and the fogs croaked in gusty unison

From shallow puddles on the edge of the street

She looked at me as though I was a slimy toad, in some way,

Connected to the throaty frogs from streetside puddles

The towel on her bunned hair came off suddenly

Releasing her silky hair into the pool of darkness

Between me and her was this inky curtain of darkness

Her lipsticked ruby lips twisted and curled in anger

Another time, another day, this slimy frog had entered her life

She snarled at me and looked through her spit-fire eyes

Where were the little flakes of snowy promises

That had glistened in the amber afternoon sun in my tousled hair

Then I was walking about in the woods with a halo of knowingness

These little flakes melted in thin streamlets of airy nothingness

Forming moist pearldrops on the frogback of my carnality

At the dead of the night the frogs stopped croaking readying to sleep

I dared not look at her luminescent forehead where lay my innermost secrets.

Romance

@ 09:43 PM (42 months, 8 days ago)

She looked through the corners of her eyes

The hemline of her frock went up and down

As the mock-intensity of his gaze unsettled her

He now smelled of musty caves hiding heaps of bats

Then he had smelled of freshly bedewed grass

Enough were the chemical exchanges between them

A thousand doubts wracked his brains and hers too

Their summer-hot bodies intertwined meaninglessly

His hairy arms covered the down of her belly

Her glassy eyes pretended to half-close in rapture

The soft silky sheets of yesterday were there all over

The florals on the calico faded to a kitschy mixture

Then his throaty voice floated on rooftops and palmfronds

Like golden-winged butterflies drunk with viscous nectar

The ceiling fan whirred listlessly from the wooden ceiling

The lizard stuck its tongue out to catch the unwary moth

It is all over. She muttered softly under her breath.

I see an aura of death and the holes of his eyes were full of it.

I can even smell death in the folds of his clothes.

Hail

@ 03:50 PM (42 months, 8 days ago)
this summer is not hot,only the remembrance
the leaves are sometimes dripping with dew
by the road tall thankful trees stand
their dignity enhanced by the shrubs under dust
the city sits lazily in the afternoon
in unfinished perfection, under a coat of fine dust
in the car the poetry book crackles
under heavy ego and self glorification
Sanchi's golden brown stone dust settles
on the beauty-things of the hazy mind
here in the attic of the mysterious mind
the evil man cometh rankling, digging
the black coalmines of despair and darkness
our weapons are only a few mantras
clouded under black coaldust, saying sorry
somebody close to us is dying, surely
the clouds are ominous all the time
laden with bloodlust and bellyache
in the pit of my stomach is vomit-disgust
now the rains are here ,balls of snow
we catch them in our palms ready
only they are slipping through the spaces
we cannot hold our fingers together
and our white- clouded glory fizzles soon.

The sea

@ 04:24 AM (42 months, 9 days ago)
 
Thought heralded a boatful of laughter
Checkered, courageous, fishermanly
In spray-powdered, sprinkle-diffused
Froth seething with salt and blue
As though the sea horizon heaved
In musically multi-colored sound
Steeped in dead-dry- fish smell.
A boy walked away from the sea-sun
And idly prancing about crows.
Vasco Da Gama’s stone tablet stood
In history’s powdered rock and sand
And broken -colored boat masts.
At the corner glistened wet sand
In tree shadows falling in sea
Their dark hair hiding red agenda.
These white buildings sat idly
In history’s tiled canopies witnessing
Communism’s capitalist fortunes.
The French windows hid much beauty
In the shadows of mosquito nets
While hot pepper creepers snaked
All the way up the statuesque teaks.
In the slush coconuts proudly stood
Spreading dark hair in the night.
Here, rain happened quickly
Rocking moist coconut fronds
Hiding still, hairless sea-eagles.

(A poem which happened on the Kapady beach in Kerala)